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thedeadparrot ([personal profile] thedeadparrot) wrote2019-12-25 09:42 pm

updates updates updates

1. I have been sick with a cold for the last week and a half and while I'm doing a lot better this week, the long tail of cold recovery (BODY. STOP. COUGHING.) is causing me a lot of low-grade misery. It has just made me whiny and a little needy, so of course I've resorted to shitposting on Twitter.

2. Saw my parents for Christmas. My mom is doing much better. She's fussing like normal again and recruited me to set up a million electronics for them, most of them bought post-Thanksgiving. I watched Triad Princess -- a Taiwanese Netflix series that's a mafia rom com that works way better than it should -- with my dad, who was delighted by it. He explained how the divination and spirit asking thing worked and also talked to me about the linguistic drift that's happened since he and my mom left.

3. I was reminded that I usually do an end-of-year fic retrospective (and I'm going to!), but part of me is a little bit sad about my fic output this year. I dunno if I should save my too-many-feelings about it for my retrospective post or what, but while I understand that there are plenty of good reasons for my fic writing falling by the wayside -- not having much of a fandom! other creative hobbies that I find fulfilling! lots and lots of work stress this year! -- it still makes me sad to feel like this chapter of my life is closing/changing. But such is life, I guess. Change is the only constant. And I do keep poking at things, even if I will never finish them. Who knows, maybe I'll even squeeze out this Good Omens PWP before the end of 2019.

4. Cross-stitch is one of my latest crafting things that I've gotten into. It's soothingly repetitive in the way knitting is soothingly repetitive, and it's new! It's a new thing! My brain is pleased.
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[personal profile] seascribble 2019-12-26 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad your mom is doing well!

A down you on fic production doesn't mean the writing/fannish part of your life is closed. Lots of people rebound.
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[personal profile] merisunshine36 2019-12-26 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I think about #3 a lot. My writing has been in feast or famine mode for the past five years or so. There is a gap in my AO3 page from 2014-17. Some of that is because of hockey fic I orphaned but I was also distracted by life changes. In 2017 I remember feeling super down because I was writing nothing, I liked zero fandoms, MJ was long gone and the cozy little fandom hub in Boston had started to break up so it was harder to see people. It didn't help that Tumblr, which I failed at, had also come to domoinate things in a big way. I was convinced that the active part of my fandom participation was over. Then in 2018 I wrote 4 pieces and went to con.txt and met some new people. I just looked at my AO3 page and I am surprised to see that I posted nothing at all in 2019! This period of fandom nonactivity feels less scary this time around for some reason. So hopefully it will make you less sad because fandom will always still be there in some shape or form.


I'm glad your mom is feeling better! And that sounds like a really nice moment with your dad :)
Edited (forgot a waord) 2019-12-26 15:24 (UTC)