Take a test.
What I'm finding amusing about this is one of my clients reached out and because I'm not working the polls and the physical demands will be significantly less with far fewer hours, I'll be working with her tomorrow afternoon, which means I've basically gone from the public to the private sector.
MEDIA POST: Guillermo Del Toro's Frankenstein
We had just recently rewatched The Shape of Water, which is one of my favourite movies. Perry's read Frankenstein but I never have. You'd think, though, between knowing the gist of the story and being familiar with GDT's game I would have been prepared, but I still was really rocked by the gore, especially early on with the pre-Creature science experiments. I had to watch a lot of it with my face covered. I loved it though.
Flawless cast (I don't know what a Jacob Elordi is, but he crushed it), the kind of rich, symbolic visuals you expect from GDT, and an excellent score. The scene where this bright, peppy waltz is playing over Oscar Isaac sawing off limbs is so well done.
I've seen people primarily criticizing two things, one that somebody actually said the line (more or less) "You're the monster, Victor," and that GDT woobyfied the Creature, which weakens the original book's meditation on what role our surroundings play in our choices and what evil looks like and whether you can truly say whether Frankenstein or the Creature is more monstrous than the other. I haven't read the book, so I can't really comment on that, but the Creature does some pretty extreme stuff to a lot of people! Almost entirely reactively, which I think does definitely change the message from the murders that I understand he does in the book, but I don't hate it because I kind of enjoy the musing on the fact that we can be in a situation where evil actions might be the much more likely outcome and still not do them. The short version is simply that GDT is a monsterfucker and he was never going to present a less than sympathetic version of the Creature. I'm fine with it.
I suppose the script wasn't the most subtle, but between the acting chops and the incredible costuming and scenery and details, I didn't have any complaints. Even the monster line was delivered in a really poignant way.
I'm really glad we went to see it in the theatre (even though it was 35$ for two tickets, jesus christ) and I'm excited for it to be...acquirable at home next week so we can watch it again. I think it's staying in theatres until it starts streaming on Netflix, so if it's available near you, highly recommend the cinematic experience.
So. November. (Holidays etc. | Cake? | Cat interpersonal dynamics)
(It's really just as well we have our harvest celebration in October, but as always, I do envy the placement of it between Hallowe'en and Christmas in the US just in terms of not having the stretch between seasonal holidays. [I say, as if US Thanksgiving isn't horribly fraught in so many ways.] I don't know why I have such strong feelings about this. I had them before I stumbled into wanting seasonal decor at home for more than just Christmas and started feeling all adrift in that sense at this time of year.)
(This probably isn't why some people have non-holiday decor that can be swapped in and out, thus having more options, but it's a nice side effect, I imagine. *contemplates* Please feel free to tell me about your non-Hallowe'en decor! Full-on harvest stuff is not terribly seasonal here, but surely there are other options?)
Anyway. It's noticeably cooler here now, and still bright outside rather than all gray-skewed like my mental picture of the season, but the month is young.
If there are things you love about November, please share?
Last time we ordered groceries, I got a bag of Granny Smith apples with intentions of baking, and that...uh, that hasn't happened yet. Hopefully today after I get some work done, assuming nothing horrible has happened to them. (I worry about overestimating the durability of things like apples. And cabbage. We also have a cabbage. >.> It's been around longer.)
As for what to bake...well, I have my eyes on two Smitten Kitchen cakes and two RecipeTin Eats cakes (all new to us), and there's also an a cake we made last year, or just doing baked apples or crisp. We'll see.
In cat news, the other night Sinha was being a tremendous pest to Jinksy (as is typical), and unexpectedly, Jinksy remembered (???) how to scruff him! He scruffed Sinha a couple of times a couple years ago, and it's pretty much the only thing that's ever actually made Sinha back the fuck off, but then that was it. Maybe he won't go another year or more without remembering about it again. (It's such a complicated feeling for us, because Sinha makes the most pathetic keening noises and gets really upset about it [and the other night it took an hour or so of him racing around the house grumbling to himself before he settled down, which was awkward since we were trying to sleep], so it's a bit heartbreaking, but we are absolutely in favor of Jinksy standing up for himself and saying, "NO. You will STOP.")
Reading (back)log
KJ Charles' The Secret Casebook of Simon Feximal (historical M/M) is a neat setup, where the narrator has been partnered for years with a paranormal investigator and has written famous accounts of the cases they faced, and is now much more privately writing about their personal history and the cases that instigated and shaped their romantic partnership (with, of course, many references to cases he's already written about for the public eye).
Dweller on the Threshold is my second read by Skyla Dawn Cameron, in which a woman inherits a probably-haunted house early in the covid pandemic. It's creepy and well-done and much weirder than it initially seemed likely to be (although to nowhere near the degree of weirdness that her The Taiga Ridge Murders, which I read late last year, turned out to be).
Dreadful Company (Vivian Shaw) was a quick, fun read. It's the second Dr. Greta Helsing novel, and it left me in the odd-feeling (but not uncommon for me, really) position of having enjoyed it without feeling any particular need to seek out the following books.
What Stalks the Deep is the third of T. Kingfisher's Sworn Soldier novellas, which due to the increasingly-horrifying prices of ebooks (in particular novellas, IMO) I borrowed from the library. OT1H, that's deeply annoying, because I generally really like Ursula Vernon's writing and would like to simply buy everything, if only to support her (and yes, I do know library borrows do contribute to that as well); OTOH, I avoided spending something like $20 on a NOVELLA and was (briefly) spared the need to decide what to read next, because when this became available at the library, it became my obvious next read once I'd finished Dreadful Company. Also, I enjoyed it; I wouldn't recommend reading it without at least reading the first book in this set, and if you've read and liked the previous ones, you'll presumably like this one too.
(Before my many-years-ago-now decision to spend a year [ha!] reading mainly/only from books I'd purchased but never read--which has pretty much been ongoing ever since, because I keep buying books--I almost never had to think about what to read next, because I had several hundred holds on hard copies at the library, and basically would just put something on hold and immediately suspend the hold for a year or two [whatever the maximum was], and then frequently scroll through the list and re-suspend books if I caught them in the window between them being automatically unsuspended and actually heading my way. Whatever books I didn't catch in that window arrived for borrowing at the library, so I'd pick them up and read them, whatever they were.)
Also
Current reading/watching: I'm a few chapters into Bury Our Bones in the Midnight Soil (V.E. Schwab), and on the non-fiction front, a little ways into Anne Lamott's Almost Everything: Notes on Hope.
Meanwhile,
Vid Album: Jagged Little Slayer
November the First.
All that, and it's nice to get a few square feet of floor space back. Enough to notice, which is enough to make me want to keep going. Do another book cull, drag those clothes to the donation bin. Say "goodbye and thank you" to the stuff that isn't giving me anything but nostalgia. And maybe see about which extant box sets on my shelves are objects I want for the particular value they have as objects. Is it "the value of the object qualia object"? I'm sure there's a term for it.
culture consumed (October, 2025)
- [ASP] Macbeth w/ Cate & Abby
Daggers in men’s smiles. Scorpions in king’s minds. Serpents under flowers. Scotland is infested with paranoia and conspiracy in this high-octane rendition from ASP Artistic Director Christopher V. Edwards.
Before the show, projected on the stage is home-video style footage of the actors playing Macbeth and Lady Macbeth, with a small child (implicitly their child). I had recently seen a Tumblr post about a production that opened with a child's funeral. (Which apparently isn't as unusual as the post suggests? I Googled "Macbeth funeral production" on my phone at the show, and the AI overview started with "Modern stage and film productions of Macbeth sometimes include a funeral scene, particularly for a child, as an artistic interpretation to provide a motive for the couple's ambition. In the original Shakespeare play, this funeral does not exist, but Lady Macbeth references having a child in the past, a detail that leaves room for interpretation by directors." and listed a bunch of productions. I have not fact-checked, but notes on the Tumblr post align with the idea that there have been other productions that have opened with a funeral.)
Set against the backdrop of the Cold War, the Macbeths will stop at nothing to grasp their rightful throne — be it assassinating rivals, harnessing psychological warfare, even fracturing reality itself. With classic ASP verve and artistry, this new spin on one of the greatest pieces of literature ever written blurs the lines between free will and control, as the despotic tyrants slowly learn who is really pulling the strings.
With ambition and political intrigue at center stage, ASP is delighted to kick off our 22nd Season with one of the Bard’s most celebrated tragedies.
The show proper did in fact ~start with a funeral. There were 2 adult women characters, so I was initially somewhat confused as to which one was Lady Macbeth. There's a woman who turns out to be sort of the Handler for the witches/their counterparts in the Macbeth household (the playbill lists her as "H.E.C.A.T.E."), and at first I was had assumed she was Lady Macbeth because, like, she's a woman who shows up at the beginning and seems to be a big deal.
We didn't particularly get Cold War-specific vibes, though there's definitely a bunch about people being drugged, tortured, etc.
And there are some nice conceits of like Macbeth's letters being projected up on to the screen as Lady Macbeth reads them, but we see parts of them have been redacted.
The Director's Note says:Quite often, productions of Macbeth lean on the supernatural: a swirl of witches, omens, and fate pressing down on mortals. I am struck by something more terrifying. The horror of Macbeth is not locked in the occult, but in the human capacity for cruelty when power is within reach.
We weren't entirely sold on it being no supernatural at all -- because no one has ever been able to drug people to do exactly as the drug-administer-er wants (or even to have wholly predictable effects).
Strip away the cauldron and spells, and what remains is people choosing—sometimes willingly, sometimes under pressure—to commit atrocities. For me that is more unnerving than supernatural prophecies.
Our version—MK-Beth, as we lovingly nickname it—begins with that premise: what if the Weird Sisters weren't sorceresses after all, but the architects of state-sponsored psychological manipulation? Set in a covert Cold War, the play unfolds through the lends of mind-control experiments, drug trials, and clandestine operations (à la MK-Ultra). The Weird Sisters become scientists and handlers, not fortune tellers. Macbeth and his wife are test subjects as much as they are conspirators. Their choices blur between autonomy and programming, desire and design.
As the Macbeths rise, we watch not only the corrosion of their morality but also the unsettling possibility that government-sanctioned manipulation is guiding their every step. Have they been stripped of their free will — or simply given a push that allowed their darkest impulses to bloom?
By reimagining Shakespeare's tragedy in this way, MK-Beth asks us to reconsider ambition, conspiracy, and complicity in an era where truth itself could be weaponized. It becomes a story not only of vaulting ambition, but of the fragility of the human mind when caught in the machinery of unchecked power.
We stayed after the show for a conversation with the director. He talked about how in Shakespeare's plays, the Clown character is anachronistic -- speaks to the present moment (the present of the audience). Which helps explain his choice to have the porter scene include a whole diatribe about AI and stuff, but I still did not like it. It's right after the death of the king, and I was like, "Ah, yes, this is the humorous interlude after some heavy drama," but no, it was a whole diatribe -- complete with a rewrite of the 7 ages of man speech from As You Like It.
Evan (the ASP staff member ~interviewing the director) mentioned a Malcom-focused sequel (I think from approximately Shakespeare's time?), which I have not been able to find from Internet searches. I guess I could email him? - [ArtsEmerson] The 4th Witch w/ Abby & Cate
Manual Cinema returns to Boston with their signature stage-magic to conjure Macbeth from a brand new perspective.
Sept 10 we got tickets to opening night (Oct 30). Oct 9, Abby forwarded me an email from ArtsEmerson and said, "Okay, I watched the video in this email and I'm super excited to see this, now. Also, no dialogue. 😮"
The 4th Witch is a fantastic new tale, inspired by elements of Shakespeare’s Macbeth, in which a girl escapes war and flees into a dark forest. Orphaned and exiled, she is rescued by a witch, who adopts her as an apprentice. As she becomes more skilled in witchcraft, her grief and rage draw her into a nightmarish quest for vengeance against the warlord who killed her parents: Macbeth.
Using inventive practical effects executed in plain sight, the troupe brilliantly employs shadow puppetry, live music and actors in silhouette, to create an entire new world in The 4th Witch. Manual Cinema has built a devoted fanbase in Boston over the course of their thrilling past productions at ArtsEmerson including Ada/Ava and Frankenstein. Do not miss its triumphant return this fall!
[digital program]
It's set in France, with World War vibes (Macbeth's army has tanks and bombs and gas masks), which I had not expected.
There is technically no dialogue, though there are sometimes projected intertitles ("when shall we three meet again?" type lines from Macbeth), and displays of stuff like newspaper headlines sometimes help indicate what's going on.
It starts out pretty slow, which surprised me since it was billed as a 65-minute show.
I'm a little hesitant around "the power of this person's grief etc. gives them huge powers" because, like, she surely wasn't the only person who lost her parents to Macbeth. But the 4th witch's development is generally well-done. I didn't love the reveal of what was going on with the witches -- though because it's the girl's story, not theirs, we understandably don't get much insight about what they were thinking.
The combination of shadow puppetry and live actors in profile was really impressive -- and meant we were often torn between watching the staging and watching the projection. 
film -- NewFest 2025
As I mentioned NewFest (a NYC LGBTQ+ film fest) had a lot of its programming available for streaming (Oct 9-21) and you could stream the films "from anywhere in the United States & US Territories" (you didn't have to be in NY).
I was packing, so didn't watch as much as I might have otherwise (especially the second weekend), but I did get through everything I had put on my watch list. I had expected that shorts programs would make good "breaking up the packing," but honestly I tended to watch the shorts programs full-through and pause the feature-lengths.
- Lesbian Space Princess (2025, Australia)
With silly humor full of in-community jokes, the Teddy Award-winning LESBIAN SPACE PRINCESS is an animated sci-fi adventure for any queer person who has ever feared they weren’t cool enough.
In the intro to this, one of the filmmakers (Emma) said, "And we just wanna say to all the queer people and people of color watching this movie, for the next 87 minutes, you rule the gay-laxy."
BUT I’M A CHEERLEADER meets Adult Swim in this hilarious and heartfelt romp that won the prestigious Teddy Award at this year’s Berlinale. Hailing from the land of Clitopolis, awkward princess Saira yearns for the approval of her moms and their kingdom. It’s not her fault she prefers table magic to partying! But when her emotionally unavailable bounty hunter ex-girlfriend is kidnapped by Straight White Maliens, Saira sees an opportunity to win back her love and prove she’s just as cool and gay as the rest of her planet.
With a silly sense of humor full of in-community jokes, LESBIAN SPACE PRINCESS is an animated sci-fi musical adventure for any queer person who has ever been afraid to be their authentic self — even if that self is a big gay loser.
I think that really elides how much discomfort and sadness there is throughout much of the film as Saira struggles.
I will also note this is very cis-normative. Like, jokes about the clit being hard to find were fine, but stuff like the penis guarding the Straight White Malien planet I did not love, as someone who loves a trans woman.
[In the Q&A afterward, one of the filmmakers (Leela) named, "we need to protect trans rights" -- talking about the scary state of the world and the importance of standing up for what's right -- which I appreciated.]
I also learned from that Q&A that Leela does/did musical comedy -- was in a musical comedy band with the voice actress for Saira. - SHORTS: QUEER TEEN POWER
An affirming shorts program for LGBTQ+ teens and allies, featuring diverse stories of resilience, magic, and joy—presented with the NYC Department of Education for the eighth year.
The intro said, "an affirming program, centering LGBTQ+ teens and featuring stories of resilience, magic, and joy"
Now in its eighth year, NewFest is thrilled to collaborate with NYC’s Department of Education and GLAAD on this uplifting shorts program curated for LGBTQ+ teens. These upbeat, affirming films — from intergenerational bonds to magical drag foxes — give queer youth the chance to see themselves on screen and feel inspired to tell their own stories.
I definitely somehow misunderstood and though these films were made by queer youth (in "collaborat[ion] with NYC’s Department of Education and GLAAD"), so I was confused when the first one was set in Pittsburgh, the second one had Stephen Fry...
( Queer Teen Power shorts playlist ) - SHORTS: THE QUEER REBELLION
From ACT UP to Black trans joy, these shorts showcase queer resistance in all its forms—activism, euphoria, and radical imagination.
From ACT UP’s historic protests to today’s Black trans leadership, these shorts spotlight queer defiance across decades and identities. Whether through street activism, Black trans euphoria, or experimental visions of liberation, THE QUEER REBELLION celebrates community power, radical imagination, and the refusal to be erased.
( The Queer Rebellion shorts playlist ) - Niñxs
Fifteen-year-old Karla, growing up trans in rural Mexico, shares her story with filmmaker Kani Lapuerta, together creating a tender, intergenerational portrait of adolescence filled with courage, humor, and authenticity.
( discussion of gendered language in Spanish )
Fifteen-year-old Karla navigates the turbulence of adolescence while making the life-changing decision to legally transition. Supported by her parents and community yet confronting the prejudices of her rural Mexican town, Karla tells her own story alongside trans filmmaker Kani Lapuerta, who has documented her since childhood.
Together, they craft a vivid portrait of what it means to grow up proudly trans in a world mediated by the ever-present lens of a front-facing camera. NIÑXS is a nuanced and intergenerational coming-of-age story that reimagines small-town life—and a whimsical reminder that no one escapes the painful, awkward, and beautiful parts of adolescence. - Night in West Texas -- feature-length documentary (USA, 2025)
In 1981, James Reyos, a gay Apache man, was wrongly convicted of murdering a priest. Peabody-winning journalist Deborah S. Esquenazi’s searing documentary follows the decades-long fight to clear his name.
I don't know who writes these blurbs. Reyos was not pressured into confessing. Like, he confesses due to his unhealthy emotional processing of a traumatic event, so one could pedantically argue he was "pressured" into confessing -- but it's not like cops found him and pressured him into confessing.
In 1981, James Reyos, a young gay Apache man from Odessa, Texas, was pressured into confessing to the murder of a Catholic priest and sentenced to 38 years in prison. Nearly four decades later, armed with new evidence, justice-driven lawyers from The Innocence Project of Texas fight to clear his name.
With NIGHT IN WEST TEXAS, Peabody-winning journalist and Emmy-nominated documentarian Deborah S. Esquenazi transcends the tropes of true crime to expose decades of systemic injustice stacked against marginalized communities. The result is a powerful and deeply moving portrait of a man seeking redemption and a legal system reckoning with its failures.“In this nuanced deconstruction of the true crime genre, director Deborah S. Esquenazi continues her biting exploration of the ways the judicial system is stacked against minority groups, and how the damage it creates cannot be undone with a simple overturning.” – Jorge Molina, Industry Manager & Programmer
 - SHORTS: ALL ABOUT THE T
A trans-led program of bold, unfiltered shorts—original, smart, and brilliantly made. Rooted in resistance and care, these films embody the strength and spirit of trans lives. No T, no future.
From the intro: "uplifting and unfiltered shorts. original, smart, and brilliantly made. rooted in resistance, and care, these films embody the strength and spirit of trans lives and those who love them."
A trans-led, nonconforming program of bold, unfiltered short films — original, smart, and brilliantly made. Rooted in community, resistance, and care, these radical works center self-determination beyond mere survival. Dissident bodies come together to claim space, embrace each other, and create futures. ALL ABOUT THE T means no compromise.
( All About the T shorts playlist ) - She's the He
When high-schooler Alex convinces his best friend Ethan to pretend to be trans to get girls, Ethan discovers she isn’t pretending. Chaos, comedy, and self-discovery collide in this sweetly subversive queer teen romp.
When high-schooler Alex convinces his best friend Ethan they should pretend to be trans to hook up with girls, Ethan makes a startling discovery: She isn’t pretending. Blending farce with genuine emotion, this subversive comedy takes rightwing locker-room panic to its funniest and most poignant conclusion. With a fresh spin on the coming-out narrative, debut director Siobhan McCarthy pays homage to iconic high school comedies like SHE’S THE MAN and BRING IT ON while adding a distinctly queer twist. Led by Misha Osherovich and Nico Carney, an ensemble of trans actors deliver both irreverence and heart–cementing this as a new teen comedy classic.“On paper, SHE’S THE HE sounds like it could go totally off the rails — but Siobhan McCarthy and the hilarious ensemble pull it off with skill and wild charm. Bold, irreverent, and unexpectedly sweet, it’s the queer teen comedy we didn’t know we needed until now.” – David Hatkoff, Executive Director
 - Here Come the Dolls shorts program w/ Abby
This was maybe the weirdest shorts program of the season?
In the intro, one of the programmers said, "a set of genre-defying shorts where trans women reign. From ritual and revenge to sisterhood and catharsis. Bold, visionary, and unmissable, the dolls are here to stay."Genre-defying shorts where trans women reign—from ritual and revenge to sisterhood and catharsis. Bold, visionary, and unmissable: the Dolls are here to stay.
An audacious shorts program celebrating the vision and brilliance of trans women and those who love them. From vengeful resurrections to satanic rituals, shoplifters waging war on capitalism to secret cults, shadow selves to harrowing births, these genre-defying films crown the Dolls as auteurs, protagonists, dreamers, and disruptors.
( Here Come the Dolls shorts playlist ) 
tv
- watched the first episode of Dead End: Paranormal Park on Netflix (prompted by the right-wing furor about it)
 
books
- [Sept 10 climate change book club] What If We Get It Right?: Visions of Climate Futures by Ayana Elizabeth Johnson (2024) -- I ended up having a conflict for the meeting, but did end up starting to read the book and was into it more than I was expecting ... though I have also had a lot else going on, so it took me a while to finish it
 - [Oct 29 DEI book club -- October is both Filipino American History Month & LGBT History Month] Horse Barbie: A Memoir of Reclamation by Geena Rocero (2024, 336 pages) -- memoir by a trans woman who moves from Manila to the U.S., having been a trans pageant queen in the Philippines 
 - [Nov 2 feminist sff book] The Mimicking of Known Successes by Malka Ann Older (2023) -- Hugo nominee, novella, “a cozy Holmesian murder mystery and sapphic romance, set on Jupiter”
 
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Currently Reading:
[bff book club] Saving Our Own Lives: A Liberatory Practice of Harm Reduction by Shira Hassan (with Foreword by adrienne maree brown & Introduction by Tourmaline) (2022)
[Nov 4 Rainbow Book Group] Thunder Song: Essays by Sasha taqwšeblu LaPointe (2025) -- Coast Salish author from the Nooksack and Upper Skagit Indian tribes
[Nov 19 DEI book club] Never Whistle at Night: An Indigenous Dark Fiction Anthology ed. Shane Hawk and Theodore C. Van Alst Jr. (2023) -- short story collection
November is Native American Indian/Alaska Native Heritage Month.
O. suggested a horror novel.  I suggested the book we didn't get to do for climate change book club this March.  No one else suggested anything, so I went back to last year and saw that A. (who started the book club) and A.D. (who often has plenty of book suggestions) had suggested books, so I picked 1 from each and made this proposed list:
- The Only Good Indians by Stephen Graham Jones (2020, 305 pages) -- horror novel [suggested by O. this year]
 - The Right to Be Cold: One Woman's Story of Protecting Her Culture, the Arctic and the Whole Planet by Sheila Watt-Cloutier (2015, 368 pages) -- nonfiction [suggested by me this year]
 - This Place: 150 Years Retold (2019, 287 pages) -- graphic novel anthology [suggested by A. last year]
 - Never Whistle at Night: An Indigenous Dark Fiction Anthology ed. Shane Hawk and Theodore C. Van Alst Jr. (2023, 400 pages) -- short story collection [suggested by A.D. last year]
 
[Nov 12 climate change] Generation Dread: Finding Purpose in an Age of Climate Anxiety by Britt Wray (2022)
Reading Next:
I mean, I have a lot that I'm reading right now.  I guess December book club books after these?
[Dec 2 Rainbow book group] Last Night at the Telegraph Club by Malinda Lo (2021) -- I've heard good things about this since like before it came out, so am glad for the excuse to read it; a little surprised we're doing a YA book, but 
[Dec 10 climate change book club] Perilous Times by Thomas D. Lee (2023, fiction) -- I feel like I've seen largely negative reviews of this, but maybe I'm confusing it with one of the many other Arthur books that have come across my dash?  
skygiants seems to have liked it -- though fuck, I forgot this book is like 500 pages
Work DEI book club is taking December off.  January topic still TBD.  January doesn't have much in the way of heritage/identity months, so we're mostly on our own for a theme -- though I learned that apparently it's Muslim American Heritage Month in Illinois, so that's one option.
Feminist sff book club is next doing She Who Became the Sun by Shelly Parker-Chan (2021) -- which is long (and the first book in a duology), so we decided to push that meeting out into January (and literally no one has replied to the Doodle poll, so who can say when we're meeting).
Silksong: 100 hours
( Approaching endgame, spoilers )
Poem: "One Big Beautiful BS"
that the sludge of the past could ever be forever burned without consequence
Whose bones are they breaking today
drilling out the marrow of our good earth
emptying out communities to collapse in upon themselves?
perhaps they expect neighbors will be eating neighbors the very next day
all these hoarders so eager to end good governance by the people, for the people
( boys in masks waving guns )
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Crave some wildness.
Let me amend that: nothing too special about what we did, something quite special about the night in a low-key mundane way, paying attention to the ordinary moments. It was a lovely sunset, fast-moving gray-on-slate tufts and spots of clouds, and by the time we went in, it was dark enough the moon was the brightest thing in the sky. So we stopped to look at it for a while. Just past half-full, the clouds were moving eastward. Almost there, almost there, the wind and the angle taking them just below the moon, enough to light up but not what we were hoping for, waiting more, waiting, a large piece comes by and not quite and maybe this next one - and in front of the moon it went, bright as a star, and we kept oohing and ahhing until it'd passed and the moon was shining by itself again.
As ways to end a season, it's a pretty good one.
Hallowe'en
Happy Hallowe'en and blessed Samhain, as applicable! It's a quiet one here. The wind and rain were wild for much of the day, but did calm down in the late afternoon, as hoped. Reports from online locals indicate that a lot of people got way fewer trick-or-treaters than usual (if any), although some spots seemed to get normal levels.
We don't really know what our neighborhood "normal" is, either in the area in general or along our condo corp's road, since for the last few years we've just been setting out the candy and refilling as needed. Some or most of it has generally vanished, but that doesn't say much about numbers vs. the likelihood that at least a few kids take it by the fistful. But tonight
I've mostly been chilling on the main level with the cats, who've been barred from the ground floor for the evening. (We had the window open during that span of time when more kids might've been on the move out there, but I heard only the occasional young voice echoing over from the main road.) After finishing up at Dayjob for the day, I put on my Hallowe'en onesie, and
I hope you're all having a fun/peaceful time of it.
Happy last day of Kinktober 2025!
It is my ambition for November not to post an average of two poems a day, and thereby hopefully retain the few stragglers who are still subscribed to me on AO3 after the last two months of constant limericks. 对不起不对不起 (Sorry, not sorry.)
If, on the other hand, I have to write drabbles and limericks for people who request them as food bank donation thank-yous, I will spam the crap out of the AO3 and all my subscribers can just deal.
Yesterday, for example, I posted 4 drabbles for people who informed me that they had donated at least 25 USD worth of food or money to food pantries and/or banks in their area. If you like my writing and you can spare a quarter-Benjamin, support the food-insecure people near you and request something from me.
Church and Mountain and London
Conclave, by Robert Harris: It's always tricky to read a book after watching the movie made based on it, but in this case it felt like both a good book to the movie, and that the movie was a good adaption of the book. It was very difficult not to see the characters from the movie while reading, even the main character who was the only one who got a different name in the movie. The book had a few details the movie couldn't fit and otherwise some minor changes, and I think if I felt more fannish about it comparing them would be very interesting but I'm not quite invested enough.
Into Thin Air, by Jon Krakauer: A gripping personal account of a Mount Everest expedition that ended in disaster.
Reading this was a bit strange because I kept getting a feeling of déja vu, but I can't recall reading similar books. I think I was probably remembering a couple of documentaries I watched as a kid (several of them featuring Reinhold Messner, probably - for some reason for some time I thought he was "just" the best Austrian (actually South Tyrolean/Italian) climber and didn't realize he had so much global fame.) Very little in the book I found actually surprising, though some of the details were even harsher than I'd expected, like how difficult it even is to eat that high up.
Funnily enough I kept thinking about the post-main-story snippet for the Superstition series that recalls how Jacks almost broke up with Luc because Luc decided he had to climb Mount Everest after retiring from the NHL, something Jacks considered extremely risky and irresponsible. And with good reason!
The book did a good job showing how a couple of not-so-egregious-on-their-own mistakes that under ideal conditions would have barely mattered added together under not-ideal conditions led to disaster. One of the most interesting parts of the book for me was the interplay between "on the mountain" and "the outside world." Reading a little more about the reception of the book afterwards, it's shocking how the survivors have seemingly had to justify their actions for the next years and decades and how fixated other people who weren't there and had little if any personal connections became on who was to blame.
Slow Horses, by Mike Herron: I actually don't remember where I got this recommendation - I might have just seen it in the "new books" category from the library? It's been a while since I read a spy thriller and I was in the mood for one for some reason.
It took me a while to get into this, and at first I was not even sure I would continue because I dislike "everyone is miserable and nobody likes each other" settings. But fortunately it gave me enough hope it would get better (and eventually did get slightly better) until the exciting spy and action parts kicked in, and those were indeed fun. I put a hold on the next part of the series just in case.
- character: benton fraser,
 - character: ching shih,
 - character: elizabeth burke,
 - character: gideon nav,
 - character: harrowhark nonagesimus,
 - character: jacky faber,
 - character: neal caffrey,
 - character: peter burke,
 - drabble,
 - food bank thank you,
 - pair/group: bitextual (het & slash),
 - pair/group: f/f canon,
 - pair/group: gen,
 - series: secunit fraser,
 - story: due south,
 - story: jacky faber,
 - story: the locked tomb,
 - story: white collar
 
Bloody Jack, due South, The Locked Tomb, & White Collar drabbles for Food Bank Donations
At her majesty's pleasure (100 words) by Petra
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Bloody Jack Adventures - L. A. Meyer
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Underage Sex
Relationships: Ching Shih | Zheng Yi Sao/Jacky Faber, Jacky Faber/Jaimy Fletcher
Characters: Ching Shih | Zheng Yi Sao, Jacky Faber
Additional Tags: Drabble, Yearning
Summary:
Jacky wants to go home, but not just yet.
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When you lose control, it touches my soul (100 words) by Petra
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Benton Fraser & Ray
Characters: Benton Fraser
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Murderbot Diaries Fusion
Series: Part 9 of SecUnit Fraser
Summary:
Fraser and Ray reminisce.
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Soup's on (100 words) by Petra
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Gideon Nav & Harrowhark Nonagesimus
Characters: Gideon Nav, Harrowhark Nonagesimus
Additional Tags: Drabble, Awkward Conversations
Summary:
Gideon attempts to look after Harrow.
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I got the sun in the mornin' and the moon at night (100 words) by Petra
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: White Collar (TV 2009)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Elizabeth Burke/Peter Burke/Neal Caffrey
Characters: Elizabeth Burke (White Collar), Peter Burke, Neal Caffrey
Additional Tags: Drabble, Seasonal Affective Disorder
Summary:
El, Neal, and Peter reflect on autumn.
Boston-area Kitchen Clean-Outs
See, I've discovered that I'm a really good courier when it comes to getting stuff into free boxes! I've also discovered that I'm good at helping people clean out their kitchens (and other rooms, but right now, food is the important thing). I've helped people do this and can give references!
So: is your kitchen full of herbs, spices, teas, drinks, or food that you are never going to get to? (Teas and herbs/spices are SO useful to people, and so often forgotten!) Does looking into your cabinets stress you out? I can help with that! I can help clean out your kitchen, disappear the bad stuff into the compost, and transport the good stuff to local free pantries so that hungry people can eat it! You get cupboard space, your neighbors get fed, I get to prove to myself the government can't break my spirit, and everyone wins!
This is an open offer for the general Boston area, but because I am a pedestrian and stuff like canned goods are heavy, I'm most useful in the Arlington, Cambridge, Medford, and Somerville areas. I will be limited in how much I can carry, but I have two VERY sturdy 20 liter backpacks, a tote bag, and a heart filled with determination and spite.
Help us feed our neighbors! Spread the word to anyone around who might find this useful!
(I don't require payment for this. I am MAD.)